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| Lewie loving Lambie |
About a month since I last blogged.
About a minute since I did my last load of laundry.
And a million seconds of L's everyday getting bigger.
Today, my sweet sausage is 19 months.
Closer to two years than to one.
He is a boy.
A mama loving, dadddieee playing, wheel-obsessed, charming small person. He knows who he is and says no when he doesn't want something. Although he still says it so sweet (noo noo) that the novelty hasn't worn off.
He discovered the love for stuffed animals lately, which melts my own personal heart into a quivering sop. He kisses them, he feeds them (hello gross, stained furry mouths) and he gives them tight cuddles. Right or wrongly, I feel a certain pride that he may have learned how to treat his fuzzy pals in a gentle way, hopefully because we treat him that way.
It is a reminder that we are his models for human behaviour. How to manage not getting our way, how to be when we are tired, how to treat each other, how to take care of ourselves and how to interact with the world.
I must say I am enjoying this part of parenting way more then the wordless babe stage. Now we communicate and we share and truly *do* things together. I feel and see the impact.
It is tender and hard and lovely and scary.
He sees us.
He is listening.
And is waving hello to make friends on the playground. And kissing boo boos - mine and his own. And throwing things when he is angry. And melts into a fury when he is tired.
Oh yes, he is watching.
He is holding up a giant mirror showing me how I am.
What a powerful little mirror.
Hope I can keep seeing sweetness and be brave enough to change for both of us when I don't
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